menyepi..

"Bye Bye"

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]

yeah...aga kareba ndi'??hehehhee...hari ini adalah hari raya Nyepi..dan membuat sy ingin menyepikan diri....hmmm...ndk tw knp s suka dgr lagunya Mariah Carey seng..mgkn krn histerisq caranya nyanyi...ek jd tertarik..hahaha..s suka mmg sm hal2 histeris...mwmi d apa?s juga histeris bela..hahahhaa...

ia yah..ni lagu mengingtknku wktu tahun 1998 wktu Opa tercinta Alm.Mappeabang Betta has passed out..sumpahka' wktu itu sy msh kls 4 SD..masih lugu2nya...dan that the unforgettable moment when i lost one of people who i love very much in my life..gara2 diabetes..jantung..ginjal..dan komplikasi lainnya..sedih??kyknya s ndk usah jelaskan..

tp, yg lucunya..wktu s d telpon sm paceku kl opaku sdh tiada..ndk sedihja'..lebih tepatnya s ndk percaya sm sekali..malahan wktu d mobil msh sempatka' blg bgini sm kaceku "eyaa..nangis2 seng org ini sebent diy kakak..??" masih sempatja' santai2..

akhirnya mobil masuk parkiran rumahnya opaku yg sekarang sdh jd JILC cendrawasih..langkahku masih ringan masuk ke dalam rumah..tp begitu liat mayat yang sudah terbungkus kain kafan putih d ruang tamu dan orang2 banyak..ndk bisaka' bcara..dadaku sesak kamma mami ada batu tindisq..histerisma' kyk Mariah Carey nyanyikan ini lagu..hehehehe

hmm...saya rasa semua org pernah rasakan yang namanya kehilangan..entah sm pacar (kayaknya ini yang kebanyakan) teman..orang tua..sodara..guru (cailahhh..)...tapi, 1 hal yang harus kita tau..Sang Pencipta ndk mungkin kasi qt cobaan kalau Dia tau kita ndk bs lewati itu semua..

hmm..qt ambil contoh "keramik"

keramik itu pasti indah dan mahal harganya (kalau yg kualitasnya oke)

dalam proses pembuatannya..keramik itu harus melalui banyak tahap..mulai dr pengolahan..d bentuk2..sampai akhirnya harus d bakar dgn suhu 1300 derajat..tapi, hasilnya??bujug gilee...ajib men...

nah..sama dengan persoalan hidup..
persoalan hidup itu ada banyak macam..penyelesaiannya juga..walaupun kadang menyakitkan..menyiksa..tapi yang terpenting adalah hasil akhirnyaa..
dan kalian..siapapun itu yg lg bermasalah..tidak sedang sendiri..ada kami..yang juga punya banyak masalah...hehehhee..

bijakka' seng d siang2 bolong nan panas ini..

yah intinya...sayangilah orang2 yang ada di sekelilingmu selagi kau bisa..buat mereka bahagia dengan semua kemampuanmu..karena ketika kau ingin menyayanginya dan membahagiakannya lg..kesempatan itu sudah tidak ada..penyesalan selalu datang belakangan..untk hindari itu..manfaatkan waktu yg ada selagi kamu bisa...

hiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......

terharuku de'ee...

ok sekian..intinya s cm lg mw menulisji sj..hahahahahhaa....

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